I realised that my life has pretty much turned into one that consists of waiting for a lot of things to happen, things that are beyond my control but are initiated by me. All sorts of people carry different fates of mine in their hands, and I’m just waiting around for them to respond to me on whether I’m a keeper, or to toss me into the bin.
Kinda sucks, but what am I to do. I sort of got myself into this… mess, for lack of a better word, so I guess I just have to tahan for as long as I possibly can for everyone to come to a conclusive decision and hopefully put me out of my misery once and for all.
And hopefully not add on to it. 😦